Step 2; Extention Day 4

IT'S MY LAST DAY!!!! It felt like it would never come :-) I havent really experienced much tingling the last couple days either...if any it was super mild and not that frequent. Still having some bowel issues but it's nothing I cant handle...lol!!!

I woke up this morning and told myself that it is a new day. I started getting depressed again earlier this week, but I told myself this morning that wasnt gonna do that again (atleast right now)...It's summertime and I had/have certain goals I want to achieve by the time the next semester starts in August. I want to enjoy my summer with my friends and family and finish my personal goals that I decided I was going to do for myself to improve my happiness and quality of life. Since being on Resolve (especially in the last month), I have become sort of secrative and anti-social with my friends and family and that's not me. Of course I'm not going to tell them about Resolve, but I am going to start spending the time with them that I used to.

To improve my mood today and get myself on track, I am going to start with a nice breakfast and the drops, of course...lol!!! Then I'm gonna go work out and tan (I love tanning; it's a very relaxing 15 minutes and I havent done it since last saturday). After that, I'm gonna come home and clean up my room and put my laundry in. Than I am going to have a BBQ with some of my closest friends that I haven't spent very much time with lately. Tomorrow, I have pllans to attend the Gay Pride Parade in San Francisco with my best friend but I haven't heard back from him on that yet so it may not work out. If we dont end up doing that, I'll do pretty much the same routine as today, only accept for the drops (since I'll be finished :-)) and the BBQ, I'll read a book.