Good morning all!!! MAN THIS ISH IS NASTY :-( I'm halfway done with this step!!! Hopefully I wont have to do any extensions of this...I cant say it enough how gross this is...and it makes my stomach turn while I'm drinking it even though I hold my nose to help mask the taste.
Still not feeling much of anything going on down there. I've been obsessing about it since last night, thinking about it so much waiting for a sensation to shoot through in that area, but nothing is really happening. Hopefully it will stay that way...I've been wondering what it would feel like to be HSV 2 free. I really felt like it wasnt in me anymore yesterday!!! I know there is a chance that it could start back up anytime between now and in my 90 day waiting period as "clearing symptoms" but I am much more optomistic that this will work now than before....hopefully it will :-)
I felt so good yesterday that i began thinking of changes I was going to make in my life, starting today, that would help keep me feeling that good on a regular basis. Even if this detox doesnt work for me, I still want to have a better quality of life. After all, weather it works or not, I still have to live so I may as well do it in the best way possible right? BUT I'M GONNA STAY POSITIVE AND SAY IT WILL WORK!!! I know I probably sound crazy...lol!!! Like I had an epiphany or something, but I'm tired of being unhappy and the way I felt yesterday is a feeling that I want to have more often.
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