So I am deterimined to get the booster!!! It has been suggested to me to email them back and tell them I am getting an outbreak...though dishonest, I think I just may do it!!! I really want to be as detoxed as possible by the test date. Someone on the hub mentioned that you wait 6 weeks post the booster to test, so if I order it now and get it next week sometime, it shouldnt alter my test date too much, if at all.
As far as symptoms, my face is HELLA breaking out in tiny pimples on the right side of my face :-( I feel like I'm 15 again with all these blemishes. Even though I've had mild acne with pimples here and there since I was a teen, I dont usually get this many!!! They arent big and deep like step 1 pimples, they are small and just as annoying as the big ones. I believe these are the same type of pimples "Hopeful" has been mentioning for the last few weeks. Oh well, thats life on Resolve. As far as the tingling, I really dont recall having any yesterday or today. I say little or mild tingling everyday because I obbsess about feeling something so much that I think my mind actually convinces my body I'm feeling something, but I really dont think there has been any tingling for days.
The weather has been not so great the last couple days here. That usually makes me down. On top of that, my morning client was mentioning how much she wanted to die again yesterday and not long after I left that job for the day, my best friend called me to inform me that he just found his 46 year old mother dead!!! I'm so so sad for him and his sister. I'll be staying with him for the next week or so until he feels he doesnt need someone with him every night, so I will do my best to stop at home to update this. If I miss a day here and there, you all know it's because I couldnt get enough privacy to get online and post.
Well, best of luck to you all and I hope you all have a great weekend. Stay optomistic and dont sweat the small things. Let us all count our blessings and enjoy our lives as much as we can. Tomorrow isnt promised to any of us, and when a true tragedy hits our lives and shakes our world up, only then do we begin to realise how much we let ourselves miss out on because of issues that seemed so IMPORTANT at the time we are dealing with them.
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you're absolutely right. good to keep perspective. have a good weekend and kudos on being such a good friend to your buddy. I ordered the booster today and it's on it's way!
ReplyDeletethat sucks all about the medical insurance you guys have to have in the US.is it expensive? i saw the movie/doco "sicko" by micheal moore and i was shocked.we can get tested anytime here in australia for free as much as you like, i feel sorry you need to worry bout stuff like that.
ReplyDeleteI hope you get the best present for your 24th birthday, we know what that would be hey!
You know, when you here of people dying like your friends mum, micheal jackson and so on, having and worrying about H doesn't seem as big as it sometimes does get in our own minds, lets beat it and stay hopeful anyway, we are all cheering for you mate!!