Thursday, July 9, 2009

Waiting Period; Day 12

Hello Everyone!!! Nothing new to report as far as symptoms go. I dont recall feeling any tingling yesterday or so far today either. I'm gonna email resolve after this post and see what they say about me taking the booster. I'm not really feeling any H symptoms but I did do a lot of drinking on the detox so I'd rather be safe than sorry. Plus, my skin was hella clear on step 2 and now I'm starting to get some minor pimples again so I want it for that purpose too :-)

I've been eating pretty healthy still and keeping my alcohol intake to a minimum lately, or at least by my standards...lol!!! Seriously though, I drank on the 4th of July weekend but none since then and none for about a week before that. I'm really trying not too because I feel better when I'm not drinking 3-4 times a week and it makes working out and losing weight easier because I'm not getting the extra calories and I'm not getting hang overs :-) Part of the reason I was drinking so much in the past is because I was depressed about H but since I actually feel like this is working/ will work for me, I have been more up beat and dont feel as much of a need to drink my problems away. I still like to drink socially when I'm out with friends or family but getting away from it for a couple weeks helped me clear my head and realise how much it was actually making things worse when I was self medicating with it. I know alcohol is a depressant, but I dont smoke or do any other type of drugs so when I'm in "THAT MOMENT" my mind set tells me that having a drink is the only way I can deal with anything at the moment. I was still working out when I was drinking frequently, but I think now that I have slowed down on the cocktails, the gym has actually kinda taken the place of the liquor. I feel great when I use exercise as an outlet...it's much healthier and much more effective. Life isnt sucking so much right now at the moment...hopefully it will stay that way :-) I hope you all are doing well. Have a great Thursday.

1 comment:

  1. Hello, we would love to have you here in Australia, but prob to far for you right now, clear lake sounds nice, i havn't heard of it but it sounds like clear, clean water, lol! I live in brisbane, queensland.Its winter here and i almost have to put on a jumper, at night anyway.Wish i was in california, sounds so good to me.
    I used to be naughty and smoke weed, but i stopped that over a year ago and since finding about H i find myself drinking beers everyday after work to help me.Your right though, its really a depressant and there are better ways to deal with it.
    Your thursday is our friday so im happy the weekend is almost here,yey!! off to work for me now, stay cool spontaneuos!!

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