I'm feeling really down about everything today. Thoughts are racing through my head about weather or not this is real. I still have quite a ways to go, but I did a lot of thinking today about how I would handle it emotionally if I go through all this and still test positive for HSV2 in the end. I'm trying to keep hope but I keep wondering if this will work for me or not or if it is a scam. I began seeing someone several months ago not knowing I was positive. Of course we havent had sex, I would not go that far without telling him first but things are great between us and I get super depressed when I think of what will happen with us if this doesnt work...do I tell him and risk his reaction or break up with him and not tell him the real reason why? No many sad thoughts :-(
Lately I have been trying to find more blogs for people who have taken/ are currently taking resolve. Fighter and Love are the only 2 people I have seen report positive results. Several others havent posted in a while and their results, if any are unclear. One person I follow has been having a huge dispute with the resolve company because it didnt work for him and they wont refund his money. There is a blog from resolve that hasn't been posted on almost since resolve "hit the international market" in 2008 but that blog claims that their test subjects had a 100% success rate and their are comments from "customers" claiming how great resolve is and how they are now negagive from HSV. I feel like I'm being almost obsessive by reading all these things. The conflicting information and arguments are making me think too much!!!
If there is anyone else out there who who is currently going through what I am or has already completed resolve and has or is waiting for results, I would love to hear about your progress and experience. Well, I'm off to try and lift my broken spirits :-( Until next time...
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hey I follow the hub too. Since you mentioned Love and Fighter..I have been following fighters blog too...yeah I wonder what if's too but I concern is more my HPV. I have warts and haven't been able to get rid of them and of course they have gotten worse since the detox but I can tell it's clearing. I have felt really crappy through this whole thing and for whatever reason I feel surprisingly better today. I think I'm actually having an outbreak and didn't know it. My biggest thing is I don't know how to have a relationship cuz I don't know how I can trust people anymore. I don't know who I got mine from and will never know...so how can I trust other people if they don't know? It's tough but I will support you as much as I can, cuz it's been a rollercoaster for me as well.....
ReplyDeleteJust began reading your blog. Like you, I think I am becoming obsessive. I received my minerals 2 days ago and started taking them as soon as I mixed them up. I was told by resolve not to count that day because I only took the afternoon and evening dose. So today is my 2nd day. Not feeling anything yet and hope it stays that way while still working. Keep in touch, I will.
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