Step 1-Day 34; Very Depressed Today

I'm feeling really down about everything today. Thoughts are racing through my head about weather or not this is real. I still have quite a ways to go, but I did a lot of thinking today about how I would handle it emotionally if I go through all this and still test positive for HSV2 in the end. I'm trying to keep hope but I keep wondering if this will work for me or not or if it is a scam. I began seeing someone several months ago not knowing I was positive. Of course we havent had sex, I would not go that far without telling him first but things are great between us and I get super depressed when I think of what will happen with us if this doesnt work...do I tell him and risk his reaction or break up with him and not tell him the real reason why? No many sad thoughts :-(
Lately I have been trying to find more blogs for people who have taken/ are currently taking resolve. Fighter and Love are the only 2 people I have seen report positive results. Several others havent posted in a while and their results, if any are unclear. One person I follow has been having a huge dispute with the resolve company because it didnt work for him and they wont refund his money. There is a blog from resolve that hasn't been posted on almost since resolve "hit the international market" in 2008 but that blog claims that their test subjects had a 100% success rate and their are comments from "customers" claiming how great resolve is and how they are now negagive from HSV. I feel like I'm being almost obsessive by reading all these things. The conflicting information and arguments are making me think too much!!!
If there is anyone else out there who who is currently going through what I am or has already completed resolve and has or is waiting for results, I would love to hear about your progress and experience. Well, I'm off to try and lift my broken spirits :-( Until next time...

Day 33; Step 1

This is kinda odd I guess, me posting a blog half way through my resolve treatment but I have been following Love's and Fighter's blogs for a while and they have given me hope and inspiration so even though I am late setting this up, I hope that I may too be able to give someone the hope they need.

So yeah, this is my 33rd day on Resolve Herpes Step 1. I am hoping that when this is all said and done, I will be HSV 2 free. I threw up dose A once and fell asleep without taking C another time, but they said I could make that up at the end of the regularly outlined step 1. The resolve I'm taking is only 2 steps instead of 3 like the one Love was taking so hopefully it will give me her same results. I havent had many side effects accept for some stomach pain and funky pimples.

If any one has questions or anything for me, please feel free to ask. I will do my best to update this regularly and I will post my progress and results no matter if the outcome is good or bad.